大一的日子

大一，就這樣結束了。從剛來時的懵懂、焦慮、想家想到死，到恨不​得日子快點過，還倒數日曆上的數字...... 看著週末別人回家，那種感覺是什麼呢？說不上什麼傷感，也不知道​該無奈什麼。我幾乎放棄了和任何人當朋友，只想默默的度過每個週​末。不知道為什麼，一個名字——『阿九/​久』感動了我。每一次看到都叫我阿九，就覺得有種特別的感覺，而那​是我在中學時永遠得不到的，那種把你看成是朋友的真誠！！雖然班​上的同學可能還有一部分我叫不出名字，或許是我的名字比較好記嗎​？結識了好幾個台灣、大陸的朋友，大家一起讀書一起笑的日子真的​很開心，謝謝你們給我的快樂，我不會忘記的 ^^ 除了異鄉的朋友們，當然還認識了很多一起離家赴台求學的朋友咯。​ 其實，我並不是很喜歡台灣，對這邊的教育系統、文化生活等都不是​很了解， 也沒有想去了解。然後，以前高中同學問『誒，你去台灣？有正妹嗎​？』、『台灣美食很多哦！還有很多旅遊景點.......』這些​這些，我只能尷尬的說我沒什麼時間出去玩，況且又是拿著獎學金來​讀的，所以就不敢有什麼鬆懈咯。不知道為什麼，遇到你們後，我也​不知道自己怎麼了。每天都規定自己的開銷，但是只要你們 jio 去哪裡吃東西還是買東西等等，我都會想去（你們害我一禮拜超支啦​！！） 也許，我很享受被朋友包圍的感覺吧，還是自己無意識下的自我改變​呢？如果是的話，我會努力的！真的很謝謝你們，教我怎樣享受在大​學的日子 ^^ 突然間，覺得時間過得真的很快，是想讓時間再拖延一點，再享受一​次那感覺？我是否很矛盾呢？當鄉愁和得來不易的友情相遇時，我的​靈魂會像雨夜花一樣墜落嗎？

A peaceful New Year 2012.

First, a Happy New year for all of my friends and I wish you all be happy in this very new year. Talk about countdown, well I sleep about 10p.m. yesterday. Prior to my health, I just wanna rest more and have some revisions for my final. I watched a video from Face book about how a man in Malaysia proposing her girlfriend. I admired the way he did and the creativities he had. I love the song "A thousand Years" from Christina Perri, it somehow give me strange feelings about love...anyway it was really a great song. Last night 1:31a.m. a friend of mine called me. He told me that my airplane ticket's date has been changed again...to 17/1.. due to some problems(I am way too lazy to mention here, so if you'd pardon me). I have planned all my final schedules and now the date changed, it's kinda of...unlucky of me? Perhaps, I am always being unlucky. Fine, but I'm trying to change the date back to 13/1 even if extra fee has to be charged.

And, about the new year, erm. I didn't went out with my friends as I said. And, I got my allergic again, but getting much better. In my face book, I saw many people greeting and wishing each other, though I couldn't sense any happiness from them. Perhaps, finals are coming, and my burning wish to go back home earlier, made me unappreciated of the New Year.

Still, life goes on. The next week in a busy week, 1 orals, 4 exams. Duh, I have to be calm when I'm facing whatever problem :D Well, my new year wish is, hope life as sweet and as peace as the music Slime tree.