A chaos weekend.

3/12 : Me and my sister-in-law went to pay a visit a temple in NanTou, and also to meet my cousin. That temple is way up the hill and it did took us some time to reach there. After we pray, we eat some lunch which is so simple and yet didn't make me full... After that, we watched the master(I think that's what we call in English Eh?)arriving the temple and the ceremony starts as well. Although I was kinda bored, I went on reading some books. After few hours passed(Imagine that how painful when someone wasetd his time....), it's finally the time for the last part. We joined in the flood of people and went downstairs. It was very chaos and so many people that you cant even fall back, but just keep going on. Finally, we were at the exit and it's 6p.m. We walk down the hill again and went back to school. The conclusion is that I was not very happy to attend this ceremony, but the reason why I would attend could be that I want to meet my cousin @.@. So, that's a wasted Saturday? Or...honestly I don't know, what I am writing about....

4/12 : Yesterday, it's about 9 something and I was about to throw my rubbish when I saw YanJin...(A friend who I met in Chinese Band Society) He asked me if I wanted to go YuanYun Band tomorrow. So, I was wake up at 7:20a.m. and after watched some movie, he called me and we went out together. The good part is that I experienced how motorcycling in Taiwan feels like. They were crazy drivers(Compare to Malaysians) and they just, crazy >.< And the band part, it's ....I just sitting there and listen to them while they were practicing. Finally, it's 6 and it ended, still we need to ride back to school. After that, the bad part is that, I was very hungry and what the fuck is they just keep chatting in the band room and I was just waiting. At last I couldn't wait any longer, and I went out. I went to eat fried rice as all the shop downstairs was closed....I nearly fainted because of my low blood glucose level..

THE END, is that I was not having a good weekend, that's all. As time is really, very valuable to me, indeed it was. So, I think I am rather suffering, and chatting endlessly with them, to gain friendship?(WHAT THE FUCK THE FRIENDSHIP IS BY SUFFERING ???!!) OR to stay who I am, and to walk, alone again. In fact, I am just doing what I want to do.

Three months in Taiwan.

It's happy to see that my blog is alive again :D. Today is Sunday, and I choose to enjoy myself by doing what I want to do. The reason why I am so relax, maybe I have been busy since Monday till Friday huh. Yes, I am in Taiwan and studied Electrical Engineering. 3 months passed and I found that I miss alot of thing. I miss MapleStory, I miss my friends, I miss Beng Beng, I miss my home, my family, and the sunset that is always hanging there around 6-7pm when I was used to play basketball down the village. Fine, I will be back in January and meet you guys soon XDXD Just hope the time flows faster :( Life here is like, CHAOS, C-H-A-O-S ==" I mean I don't like Taiwan's lifestyle at all, not I hate Taiwan, and the people here is good in the way they seems to be, but I just know in someway they do not. Just one look in the eyes then I get what they're thinking. Duh lets stop talking about them. I managed to set up a regular lifestyle here, wake up--> class--> homeworks--> project(sometimes) -->revision--> chinese orchestra -->sleep -->repeat. Weekends is nice because I can do what want or I need not to change my regularity of my lifestyle , but sometimes I need to revise and I do worry I do not revise them( weird...huh). I don't like my life to be interrupted suddenly, like hanging out(THIS COUNTS IF I ALREADY ARANGED MY DAILY SCHEDULE). Erm, I love chinese orchestra of TungHai, and I am happy when we're all playing music together. I really do enjoy myself there, almost when I am class-free, I will be practising there. Now comes the problems that, I'm confused of what I am doing now. I don't know if I have chosen the correct course, and I don't know if I love physics or not, because while I am 17 something I loved it. There's time after I graduated from the high school I found the life I makes me happy than studying, I helped mum in making soya. The conflict is that I have to choose between A Simple Happiness & A Successful life. I remembered one teacher told me something that I can't forget it as well, that to be always happy in your entire life is in fact IMPOSSIBLE.
Still, I'm tired and I have to wake up at 6:35am( What a uni life is this....) to sweep campus floor as every freshmen did.

I have choose the 2nd option at first, as I told guan ee I have to, so that I can continue my study, for a better future guarantee? I guess so. So, I think I must keep going as I was doing in the past!!! I will walk my future just as fluent as what my name is.

2011年的我。

四月，短短的四月，却经历了许多事，是不是这样，我长大了，成熟了？

那时，曾打了两份工，不是工作时间太晚，就是老板的问题。最后把我弄得筋疲力尽，便放弃了。没什么，赚了点钱，拿来当去台湾的生活费吧。

在三月份，也就是辞去工作后，在妈的介绍下我接触了虹膜学。由于我对中医的兴趣，便当作学习一门知识，看了看那本书，发现了许多以前没读过的，还好生物节逼自己别睡 >.< 不然我就惨了....哈哈。现在，大约把整个虹膜图背起来，也没什么复杂，我觉得难在要如何在患者虹膜上察觉问题，才重要，实际吗对不对？所以，就拿自己当病人，得空就照一照 ^^.

高中毕业了，要上大学了。书记介绍的那所大学，有奖学金，我也想在国外留学，便申请了那所大学，东海大学。处理的时间还真长，隔了几天要去询问自传啊、资料啊齐全了没。身边，一些朋友都上大学，上学院了，而我要等到九月 O.O....难免有种...奇怪的感觉，是不耐烦吗？或许，过惯了高中时忙碌的读书生活吧。所以，我会好好利用剩下的半年的时间，做些别的事。

说真的，毕业了，乐队的责任是没了。当然，我对他们已经没了信任，更说不上什么知己，当作认识过的罢了。听说，他们和马六甲公教乐队联合 Concert。那天，我去学校处理事务，现任团长跑来说其那件事，我心里想他一定是要我帮忙他们，可他的那一句“你要来帮忙，一定要。”。那一刻，我感觉自己快要爆炸了，后来冷静下来，便没理会他。而他就坐在办公室的沙发上，我处理事后，便走了。虽然如此，我没有一豪一丝的伤心。

这半年，我在家帮妈做豆浆，一次Rm10，呵呵。除了玩电脑之外，我还得找点事做呢。于是，我开始去复习已很就没动的华乐，原因是在电视里听到《春到湘江》笛子独奏，很好听呢！然而，最近下载的Narnia 3, 听到背景音乐，那是西乐啊，曾经陪我成长的音乐啊。乱了，矛盾了，华乐和西乐，就像水和火一样不合...@.@...难选诶？后来想了想，还是两个都练吧，反正都是音乐，水和火都是大自然的一部分,不是吗？