6/21 - 我不會忘記那麼開心的一晚，好久沒有笑到嘴巴那麼酸，好久沒在台灣笑到快哭了。
6/22 - 我花了一早上，把暑假沒用到的打包好。下午和夜叉打 ARAM 。後來晚上太累了，決定11點就晚安。
6/23 - 我7點起床，吃了全家麥麵包，看了20分鐘多的『今天晚上阿仁家』。後來我到社團， 練了快四小時的基本功，掛了紅燈，但沒走進快活嶺。下午還是和古凡
ARAM 抹殺時間，6點把厚被子、一箱衣物放到3棟。晚上和家禾去逛街，後來巧遇夜叉與夜叉夫人。晚上決定到古凡家過夜，後來四人（我，夜叉，古凡，
Frank）麥當勞拉家常，聊愛情，聊無所不聊。
6/24 -三人（阿久，夜叉，古凡）古凡家，本想用竹笛高歌幾曲，無奈的是飯桌牆上一點鐘，只有烏克粒粒(Ukelele)的陪伴，還有張懸的寶貝（夜叉超愛）。2點鐘，
躺在床上，不知為何雙腳彷彿持續加溫，輾轉難眠，反复無數。3點索性起床，開筆電，繼續奮鬥《超自然力量--第八季》。早上八點半，夜叉被我叫醒。十點，
兩人返回比前三天更多人的東海。11點，緩繳學費申請完畢。12點，實驗室電腦重灌完成。下午2點拿暑假住宿新鑰匙。
So, is it summer?
Monday, June 24, 2013
Sunday, June 24, 2012
大一的日子
大一，就這樣結束了。從剛來時的懵懂、焦慮、想家想到死，到恨不得日子快點過，還倒數日曆上的數字...... 看著週末別人回家，那種感覺是什麼呢？說不上什麼傷感，也不知道該無奈什麼。我幾乎放棄了和任何人當朋友，只想默默的度過每個週末。不知道為什麼，一個名字——『阿九/久』感動了我。每一次看到都叫我阿九，就覺得有種特別的感覺，而那是我在中學時永遠得不到的，那種把你看成是朋友的真誠！！雖然班上的同學可能還有一部分我叫不出名字，或許是我的名字比較好記嗎？結識了好幾個台灣、大陸的朋友，大家一起讀書一起笑的日子真的很開心，謝謝你們給我的快樂，我不會忘記的 ^^ 除了異鄉的朋友們，當然還認識了很多一起離家赴台求學的朋友咯。 其實，我並不是很喜歡台灣，對這邊的教育系統、文化生活等都不是很了解，
也沒有想去了解。然後，以前高中同學問『誒，你去台灣？有正妹嗎？』、『台灣美食很多哦！還有很多旅遊景點.......』這些這些，我只能尷尬的說我沒什麼時間出去玩，況且又是拿著獎學金來讀的，所以就不敢有什麼鬆懈咯。不知道為什麼，遇到你們後，我也不知道自己怎麼了。每天都規定自己的開銷，但是只要你們 jio 去哪裡吃東西還是買東西等等，我都會想去（你們害我一禮拜超支啦！！）
也許，我很享受被朋友包圍的感覺吧，還是自己無意識下的自我改變呢？如果是的話，我會努力的！真的很謝謝你們，教我怎樣享受在大學的日子 ^^ 突然間，覺得時間過得真的很快，是想讓時間再拖延一點，再享受一次那感覺？我是否很矛盾呢？當鄉愁和得來不易的友情相遇時，我的靈魂會像雨夜花一樣墜落嗎？
Sunday, January 1, 2012
A peaceful New Year 2012.
First, a Happy New year for all of my friends and I wish you all be happy in this very new year. Talk about countdown, well I sleep about 10p.m. yesterday. Prior to my health, I just wanna rest more and have some revisions for my final. I watched a video from Face book about how a man in Malaysia proposing her girlfriend. I admired the way he did and the creativities he had. I love the song "A thousand Years" from Christina Perri, it somehow give me strange feelings about love...anyway it was really a great song. Last night 1:31a.m. a friend of mine called me. He told me that my airplane ticket's date has been changed again...to 17/1.. due to some problems(I am way too lazy to mention here, so if you'd pardon me). I have planned all my final schedules and now the date changed, it's kinda of...unlucky of me? Perhaps, I am always being unlucky. Fine, but I'm trying to change the date back to 13/1 even if extra fee has to be charged.
And, about the new year, erm. I didn't went out with my friends as I said. And, I got my allergic again, but getting much better. In my face book, I saw many people greeting and wishing each other, though I couldn't sense any happiness from them. Perhaps, finals are coming, and my burning wish to go back home earlier, made me unappreciated of the New Year.
Still, life goes on. The next week in a busy week, 1 orals, 4 exams. Duh, I have to be calm when I'm facing whatever problem :D Well, my new year wish is, hope life as sweet and as peace as the music Slime tree.
And, about the new year, erm. I didn't went out with my friends as I said. And, I got my allergic again, but getting much better. In my face book, I saw many people greeting and wishing each other, though I couldn't sense any happiness from them. Perhaps, finals are coming, and my burning wish to go back home earlier, made me unappreciated of the New Year.
Still, life goes on. The next week in a busy week, 1 orals, 4 exams. Duh, I have to be calm when I'm facing whatever problem :D Well, my new year wish is, hope life as sweet and as peace as the music Slime tree.
Sunday, December 4, 2011
A chaos weekend.
3/12 : Me and my sister-in-law went to pay a visit a temple in NanTou, and also to meet my cousin. That temple is way up the hill and it did took us some time to reach there. After we pray, we eat some lunch which is so simple and yet didn't make me full... After that, we watched the master(I think that's what we call in English Eh?)arriving the temple and the ceremony starts as well. Although I was kinda bored, I went on reading some books. After few hours passed(Imagine that how painful when someone wasetd his time....), it's finally the time for the last part. We joined in the flood of people and went downstairs. It was very chaos and so many people that you cant even fall back, but just keep going on. Finally, we were at the exit and it's 6p.m. We walk down the hill again and went back to school. The conclusion is that I was not very happy to attend this ceremony, but the reason why I would attend could be that I want to meet my cousin @.@. So, that's a wasted Saturday? Or...honestly I don't know, what I am writing about....
4/12 : Yesterday, it's about 9 something and I was about to throw my rubbish when I saw YanJin...(A friend who I met in Chinese Band Society) He asked me if I wanted to go YuanYun Band tomorrow. So, I was wake up at 7:20a.m. and after watched some movie, he called me and we went out together. The good part is that I experienced how motorcycling in Taiwan feels like. They were crazy drivers(Compare to Malaysians) and they just, crazy >.< And the band part, it's ....I just sitting there and listen to them while they were practicing. Finally, it's 6 and it ended, still we need to ride back to school. After that, the bad part is that, I was very hungry and what the fuck is they just keep chatting in the band room and I was just waiting. At last I couldn't wait any longer, and I went out. I went to eat fried rice as all the shop downstairs was closed....I nearly fainted because of my low blood glucose level..
THE END, is that I was not having a good weekend, that's all. As time is really, very valuable to me, indeed it was. So, I think I am rather suffering, and chatting endlessly with them, to gain friendship?(WHAT THE FUCK THE FRIENDSHIP IS BY SUFFERING ???!!) OR to stay who I am, and to walk, alone again. In fact, I am just doing what I want to do.
4/12 : Yesterday, it's about 9 something and I was about to throw my rubbish when I saw YanJin...(A friend who I met in Chinese Band Society) He asked me if I wanted to go YuanYun Band tomorrow. So, I was wake up at 7:20a.m. and after watched some movie, he called me and we went out together. The good part is that I experienced how motorcycling in Taiwan feels like. They were crazy drivers(Compare to Malaysians) and they just, crazy >.< And the band part, it's ....I just sitting there and listen to them while they were practicing. Finally, it's 6 and it ended, still we need to ride back to school. After that, the bad part is that, I was very hungry and what the fuck is they just keep chatting in the band room and I was just waiting. At last I couldn't wait any longer, and I went out. I went to eat fried rice as all the shop downstairs was closed....I nearly fainted because of my low blood glucose level..
THE END, is that I was not having a good weekend, that's all. As time is really, very valuable to me, indeed it was. So, I think I am rather suffering, and chatting endlessly with them, to gain friendship?(WHAT THE FUCK THE FRIENDSHIP IS BY SUFFERING ???!!) OR to stay who I am, and to walk, alone again. In fact, I am just doing what I want to do.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Three months in Taiwan.
It's happy to see that my blog is alive again :D. Today is Sunday, and I choose to enjoy myself by doing what I want to do. The reason why I am so relax, maybe I have been busy since Monday till Friday huh. Yes, I am in Taiwan and studied Electrical Engineering. 3 months passed and I found that I miss alot of thing. I miss MapleStory, I miss my friends, I miss Beng Beng, I miss my home, my family, and the sunset that is always hanging there around 6-7pm when I was used to play basketball down the village. Fine, I will be back in January and meet you guys soon XDXD Just hope the time flows faster :( Life here is like, CHAOS, C-H-A-O-S ==" I mean I don't like Taiwan's lifestyle at all, not I hate Taiwan, and the people here is good in the way they seems to be, but I just know in someway they do not. Just one look in the eyes then I get what they're thinking. Duh lets stop talking about them. I managed to set up a regular lifestyle here, wake up--> class--> homeworks--> project(sometimes) -->revision--> chinese orchestra -->sleep -->repeat. Weekends is nice because I can do what want or I need not to change my regularity of my lifestyle , but sometimes I need to revise and I do worry I do not revise them( weird...huh). I don't like my life to be interrupted suddenly, like hanging out(THIS COUNTS IF I ALREADY ARANGED MY DAILY SCHEDULE). Erm, I love chinese orchestra of TungHai, and I am happy when we're all playing music together. I really do enjoy myself there, almost when I am class-free, I will be practising there. Now comes the problems that, I'm confused of what I am doing now. I don't know if I have chosen the correct course, and I don't know if I love physics or not, because while I am 17 something I loved it. There's time after I graduated from the high school I found the life I makes me happy than studying, I helped mum in making soya. The conflict is that I have to choose between A Simple Happiness & A Successful life. I remembered one teacher told me something that I can't forget it as well, that to be always happy in your entire life is in fact IMPOSSIBLE.
Still, I'm tired and I have to wake up at 6:35am( What a uni life is this....) to sweep campus floor as every freshmen did.
I have choose the 2nd option at first, as I told guan ee I have to, so that I can continue my study, for a better future guarantee? I guess so. So, I think I must keep going as I was doing in the past!!! I will walk my future just as fluent as what my name is.
Still, I'm tired and I have to wake up at 6:35am( What a uni life is this....) to sweep campus floor as every freshmen did.
I have choose the 2nd option at first, as I told guan ee I have to, so that I can continue my study, for a better future guarantee? I guess so. So, I think I must keep going as I was doing in the past!!! I will walk my future just as fluent as what my name is.
Saturday, April 2, 2011
2011年的我。
四月，短短的四月，却经历了许多事，是不是这样，我长大了，成熟了？
那时，曾打了两份工，不是工作时间太晚，就是老板的问题。最后把我弄得筋疲力尽，便放弃了。没什么，赚了点钱，拿来当去台湾的生活费吧。
在三月份，也就是辞去工作后，在妈的介绍下我接触了虹膜学。由于我对中医的兴趣，便当作学习一门知识，看了看那本书，发现了许多以前没读过的，还好生物节逼自己别睡 >.< 不然我就惨了....哈哈。现在，大约把整个虹膜图背起来，也没什么复杂，我觉得难在要如何在患者虹膜上察觉问题，才重要，实际吗对不对？所以，就拿自己当病人，得空就照一照 ^^.
高中毕业了，要上大学了。书记介绍的那所大学，有奖学金，我也想在国外留学，便申请了那所大学，东海大学。处理的时间还真长，隔了几天要去询问自传啊、资料啊齐全了没。身边，一些朋友都上大学，上学院了，而我要等到九月 O.O....难免有种...奇怪的感觉，是不耐烦吗？或许，过惯了高中时忙碌的读书生活吧。所以，我会好好利用剩下的半年的时间，做些别的事。
说真的，毕业了，乐队的责任是没了。当然，我对他们已经没了信任，更说不上什么知己，当作认识过的罢了。听说，他们和马六甲公教乐队联合 Concert。那天，我去学校处理事务，现任团长跑来说其那件事，我心里想他一定是要我帮忙他们，可他的那一句“你要来帮忙，一定要。”。那一刻，我感觉自己快要爆炸了，后来冷静下来，便没理会他。而他就坐在办公室的沙发上，我处理事后，便走了。虽然如此，我没有一豪一丝的伤心。
这半年，我在家帮妈做豆浆，一次Rm10，呵呵。除了玩电脑之外，我还得找点事做呢。于是，我开始去复习已很就没动的华乐，原因是在电视里听到《春到湘江》笛子独奏，很好听呢！然而，最近下载的Narnia 3, 听到背景音乐，那是西乐啊，曾经陪我成长的音乐啊。乱了，矛盾了，华乐和西乐，就像水和火一样不合...@.@...难选诶？后来想了想，还是两个都练吧，反正都是音乐，水和火都是大自然的一部分,不是吗？
那时，曾打了两份工，不是工作时间太晚，就是老板的问题。最后把我弄得筋疲力尽，便放弃了。没什么，赚了点钱，拿来当去台湾的生活费吧。
在三月份，也就是辞去工作后，在妈的介绍下我接触了虹膜学。由于我对中医的兴趣，便当作学习一门知识，看了看那本书，发现了许多以前没读过的，还好生物节逼自己别睡 >.< 不然我就惨了....哈哈。现在，大约把整个虹膜图背起来，也没什么复杂，我觉得难在要如何在患者虹膜上察觉问题，才重要，实际吗对不对？所以，就拿自己当病人，得空就照一照 ^^.
高中毕业了，要上大学了。书记介绍的那所大学，有奖学金，我也想在国外留学，便申请了那所大学，东海大学。处理的时间还真长，隔了几天要去询问自传啊、资料啊齐全了没。身边，一些朋友都上大学，上学院了，而我要等到九月 O.O....难免有种...奇怪的感觉，是不耐烦吗？或许，过惯了高中时忙碌的读书生活吧。所以，我会好好利用剩下的半年的时间，做些别的事。
说真的，毕业了，乐队的责任是没了。当然，我对他们已经没了信任，更说不上什么知己，当作认识过的罢了。听说，他们和马六甲公教乐队联合 Concert。那天，我去学校处理事务，现任团长跑来说其那件事，我心里想他一定是要我帮忙他们，可他的那一句“你要来帮忙，一定要。”。那一刻，我感觉自己快要爆炸了，后来冷静下来，便没理会他。而他就坐在办公室的沙发上，我处理事后，便走了。虽然如此，我没有一豪一丝的伤心。
这半年，我在家帮妈做豆浆，一次Rm10，呵呵。除了玩电脑之外，我还得找点事做呢。于是，我开始去复习已很就没动的华乐，原因是在电视里听到《春到湘江》笛子独奏，很好听呢！然而，最近下载的Narnia 3, 听到背景音乐，那是西乐啊，曾经陪我成长的音乐啊。乱了，矛盾了，华乐和西乐，就像水和火一样不合...@.@...难选诶？后来想了想，还是两个都练吧，反正都是音乐，水和火都是大自然的一部分,不是吗？
Saturday, October 9, 2010
今夜，我失眠了。（给十八岁生日 13/9/2010）
为何，我会在乎你们的一举一动。我不计较，每次向我拿的钱，也不计较妈如何骂我。因为，我始终愚蠢的相信，或者，我太依赖友情了吧。我似乎让你们遗忘了自己，因为始终在说，走出校门上大学，要靠自己了，是一个人。我真的很拼，所以只要你们叫到的，我一定想办法来。或许吧，你们真的遗忘了。或许吧，我嫌那句“生日快乐”不够吧。你很对，我真的不懂牺牲，因为我还是那么的愚蠢。我以为，我的方式能让你们记得我，但我错了，错得很可笑。现在，反而觉得，自己一直都很虚假。因为为了得到，而努力。
我觉得，我们像在拔河的绳子上的每双手，我放了，不放了，都一样。我只是想在付出小小的真心后，也能看见你们的，这样真的很过分吗？
毕业在即了，我想我拿到那份成绩，我会哭。哭的是那份傻，那份千疮百孔的真心，泣的是听不到你们为我唱生日歌。
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
我觉得，我们像在拔河的绳子上的每双手，我放了，不放了，都一样。我只是想在付出小小的真心后，也能看见你们的，这样真的很过分吗？
毕业在即了，我想我拿到那份成绩，我会哭。哭的是那份傻，那份千疮百孔的真心，泣的是听不到你们为我唱生日歌。
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
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